Vet inte varför men jag känner mig så utanför den värld alla lever i. Lite som den fula ankungen som inte passar in. Skulle vilja börja om allt från början. Drömmer om så mycket men gör så lite. Varför ska alla vara lika. Jag är väldigt kluven mellan min institionerade sida och min drömande sida. Dom krigar dagligen mot varandra. Oavgjort blir det ofta men ibland vinner min drömande sida. Jag tycker bäst om den, men den gör mig ensam också. Min institionerade sida är den som säger att så och så kan du ju inte göra, tycka och tänka. Den är mitt fängelse och mina bojor.

Ramones Poison Heart

No one ever thought this one would survive
Helpless child, gonna walk a drum beat behind
Lock you in a dream, never let you go
Never let you laugh or smile, not you.

Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
’Cause everybody has a poison heart
I just want to walk right out o
f this world,
’Cause everybody has a poison heart.

Making friends with a homeless torn up man
He just kind of smiles, it really shakes me up.
There’s danger on every corner but I’m okay
Walking down the street trying to forget yesterday.

Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
’Cause everybody has a poison heart.
I just want to walk right out of this world,
’Cause everybody has a poison heart,
A poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart… yeah!

You know that life really takes its toll
And a poet’s gut reaction is to search his very soul
So much damn confusion before my eyes,
But nothing seems to phase me and this one still survives.

I just want to walk right out of this world,
’Cause everybody has a poison heart.
I just want to walk right out of this world,
’Cause everybody has a poison heart,
Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
’Cause everybody has a poison heart.
A poison h
eart, a poison heart, a poison heart.
A poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart.